Less than half my time is mine
and I spend most of it coping
with the rape, exhaustion, overstimulation, & understimulation
of the rest of my time spent staring at a blue screen
doing work a fucking robot could do
and being screamed at over the cubicle wall by slavedrivers
who always demand MORE & give LESS.
I'm losing respect for myself--
I've let them turn me into a tinwoman
with nothing to live for
no idea how to live
no heart,
passion,
or focus
to try.
